6/9/09

My developing mission statement is this: To move people towards positive world change by taking part in projects that wake people up.

My mid to late 20’s has been marked with having to “figure it out”. It’s a rite of passage to be able to come out of your 20’s and to make something of yourself. Part of that process is really understanding why you are here and what it is that you are doing. I’ve been haunted with the monsters from my past that have made my life intolerable and taken me to rock bottom where the only choice was ending my life or finding a faith that life will turn around and move up and out. Finding the tools that you lack is one of the most grounding, challenging, miraculous things that can happen to a person. I have become more sure of myself and my purpose in life. I recognize that my life and needs are deeper than I ever gave myself credit for and accepting my path has freed me immensely. My purpose in life is to help people transform through personal expansion. I recognize this finally as an unconscious pattern that has delineated my life. I’ve always been a rebel, had an abstract sense of the world, a fighter for good morals and justice, I’ve been a healer to the needy and an artist.

My last 4 years have been marked with profound personal growth and strides from working with my acting coach, yoga, and meditation.

I am just like the rest of you young people looking for yourselves. I come from a world with so many choices that my head has a hard time wrapping around what it is that I should do. I come from a world that I don’t necessarily feel a part of; alienation has defined the better part of my life but the difference now is that I’ve found the strength in it. I come from a place that only makes sense to me. What I know now is that I have a gift: I understand relationships, how they work, and subtle engery patterns. My gift to others is to make sense of how to transcend their own boundaries and to show them that there are alternatives to the lives they think that they have to live.

My blog was the first time that I was able to make sense verbally what was going on and I realized that what I have is information that people need to hear when they are looking for it. I created LA Nidra classes and video blogs tips to help others through transitions to understand themselves better. So, this I offer you in hopes that life becomes better and you give yourself the greatest gift you can: honoring who you are with love.